You need help. There is no such thing as ‘showing your affection’ through non consensual touch. You’re not showing your affection because it has no regard for the people you’re doing it to. If you were showing that you care, you’d take into consideration how the other person actually feels. Therapy is a good place to start.

My nudes got shared around in school. I got bullied for it until I graduated. I even moved schools and it still followed. Kids are fucking terrible but the minute you go to college/become an adult nobody remembers or cares. This will be something you’ll joke about with your friends in 10 years. It’ll suck but I promise you’ll get through it.

future post is titled, ‘my wife has been sleeping with other men and I don’t know what I did to deserve this’